Sunday, February 11, 2007

maybe it's not important at all

if you go back and forth daily or every few days or every week about a major decision, shouldn't that mean you are ok going in either direction? i find it difficult to say whether i am really that concerned with the choice i am making now; i have 2 definite options and 1 i might be allowed to take. that's the one i really want, and not because it's unsure; it's the one i had my heart set on from the outset. between the other two, it's harder. there are pros and cons of course, but unlike the 3rd, unsure option, i am not ready to say "i wholeheartedly accept the negatives of this situation because i know i want the positives."

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